I recall mine. It's crystal clear because it just happened. Last sunday to be exact. I Have loved this girl Caitlyn for quite sometime and we had been strugling. I didn't stay myself and then she got angry because I was jealous of her and then one thing led to another. If I was myself It wouldn't have happened but anyway I lost her and it's my biggest regret, mistake, screw, up F*&% up and whatever else you can think of. It will forever linger in my mind as she will in my heart. I want her back, I don't know how i'll get her back but i'll get it. Somehow someway I will. It's the biggest screw up i've made so far and it very well may be my largest screw up later on in life.
Adrenaline
:( :( :( I weep now of the thought of this. I have been up since 11 o'clock yesterday and I plan to stay awake until she gets online before school. I've done this for her.
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