- Nov 25, 1999
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I feel very reluctant to have this surgery but I know it has to happen. I've had a sinus infection since February. Can't get ride of it. It has gotten much worse and I'm having pain from the pressure. Both sides are affected and medication has little to no effect. I really don't feel good about this one.
23 years ago I had the same surgery, emergency though. No time to consider any of the concequences other than death. Four months of physical healing and many years of mental and emothional healing. Hard thing to live with when your 18, 10 foot tall and bullet proof. I guess I see mortality staring me in the face and don't have much confidence in the out come. Same surgeon as 23 years ago, top of his field so it is not that. I just can't quite explain it to anyone.
I'll see if my wife can get a report to justql, OKKX'r, or craig_enid by phone tomorrow afternoon. I've had other surgeries and have never felt this way about any of them. I guess I'm not 10 feet tall and bullet proof anymore. Wish me luck.
Your friend, Brian
23 years ago I had the same surgery, emergency though. No time to consider any of the concequences other than death. Four months of physical healing and many years of mental and emothional healing. Hard thing to live with when your 18, 10 foot tall and bullet proof. I guess I see mortality staring me in the face and don't have much confidence in the out come. Same surgeon as 23 years ago, top of his field so it is not that. I just can't quite explain it to anyone.
I'll see if my wife can get a report to justql, OKKX'r, or craig_enid by phone tomorrow afternoon. I've had other surgeries and have never felt this way about any of them. I guess I'm not 10 feet tall and bullet proof anymore. Wish me luck.
Your friend, Brian