Ted, if your hurt because of these guys and thier comments please DONT BE!! To be honest with you I REALLY appreciate ALL of you crazy IWAACers and your comments!! If your hurt because you think I am hurting worse - thats OK but not necessary. I am still on target and am constantly learning my limits!
Some explaining about all this "stuff":
My son got up to go to work (he is a shift manager at Arby's - works till 2 am so he sleeps REAL late). Gets up to go to work and his car wont start. I stand beside him and TELL him what to do for diagnostics. He narrowed it down to the starter, we needed to find out how major of a job the starter is so, yep, he fed me under the car on a creeeper after I VERY carefully laid down on some couch cushions and rolled onto it. After getting down I found out that the ONLY way I could get back into my upright postion was to be LIFTED entirely. YEA you guys - THAT WAS STUPID!!! Jay (my son) and I had a REAL good long talk about Dad not being the same person and that he is going to have to fend for himself for a spell!!
I didnt actually take my wife for a ride on the bike. We were suppose to go on our 24th wedding anniversery ride and we chose to not do so and went in the car instead. The problems came up as I spent WAY more time on my feet during the date then I should have. Again, MY OWN STUPID FAULT - my wife kept telling me that we needed to go but I was having fun celebrating!
Now concerning the bike engine... While out doing some picking up in the garage I noticed this 125cc three wheeler motor sitting on the floor at the end of a table that I had set there last fall. I squatted down, grabbed ahold of it and a THOUSAND voices SCREAMED in my head (hmmmm, maybe there is something to this IWAACer conscience thing)not to even think about lifting it. I then tryed to slide it over a little and found out why those voices were screaming! I called my wife out into the garage, she bent over it and was goign to lift it with her back - I STOPPED HER!! Later that day my neighbor did come down and hauled it outback and placed it on a shelf in the lean2 for me...
Now, at the heart of ALL these issues are EXACTLY what you guys are talking about. It is also at the heart of what I spoke to Ted about. I DO have to learn to say NO to myself! To listen to the intelligence of the Doctors, my friends/family (this includes ALL of you) and finally/mainly to my own conscience. I am also learning that I REALLY need to not let myself get into "compromising" situations in the first place - this is even more difficult!! As much as I REALLY appreciate ALL of the CD's/Video's, books, magazines and other stuff you guys have loaned/given me I am still me and I find it VERY difficult to stay down. :ugg: I personally DETEST Television (what a WASTE of precious time - THANKFULLY I have had ALL of you sending me stuff that is interesting......) all most as much as I detest DRUGS :bang: I am slowly but surely learning to deal with the latter...
Anyway, THANKS you guys for the concern and the IWAACer whooping! I deserved and NEEDED THAT!! :aj:
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Woodsy
TeamGreen32 - you da man!! You should be a Detective!!!!! :worship: